The last night call...

I was half asleep,felt some vibrations near my pillow,within few secs i realized it was my cell phone ringing...displaying Radhika..the call was unexpected,as it was too late for her to sleep..i recieved the call......"hello"! instead of an ans i heard a cry!!that was really unexpected....something started running in my head....thought "it is the same cheapo who has disturbed her terribly", coming out of my thoughts i requested her to calm down....and she did..it was her turn to speak out..u cant even guess wt was the reason!!he was not that cheapo,her few classmates (damn!they made her cry)!just becoz she scored good in her GRE..She went through all those taunts and cheap comments..which made her feel isolated ...she felt as if she was standing in a solitude...now tell me, should it be a reason for someone to cry??why some people who not even hold a place in our lives, influence it so much..now she is fine...all of herself...happy cherishing..all of them dosen't bother her any more..i just wanna say........never let others to affect ur life..this bothers ur near ones..be happy ...because someone wants to see u happy!!

On special demand...

This is for u, Richa...tried to express ur feelings... :)
it might not be perfect but then i'd promised you na!!
so here goes...


The night wasn't dark
for the stars twinkled bright
The heavens showered their love
as u walked into my life

Its no longer a solitary me
"We" it is all the while
With you by my side,I believe
I can always walk that extra mile

Even as I think abt ur anger
and those times I'd felt bad
My mind tends to lead me away
far away from all that was sad

The days when you won't be here
are something i wouldn't like to measure
Its just our lovely memories
that I now wish to treasure

Each moment's been full of love
every day filled with comfort n care
Whatever I do, whichever way I go
I know you'll be there...each and everywhere!!!

The twelve hours!!!

'Goodbye'...this single word shall ring in my ears forever.
what followed this single word were plenty of tears, endless calling on a no. that continued to stay switched off and a sleepless night!!!

i guess i love learning my lessons the hard way...i don't know why i behave as if i'm the biggest duffer on this planet??(which i actually am, no proof needed.period)

Well, this single word did teach me a lot and thanx to it i hope i'll improve and not change[using your point, buddy] (*winks*)

everything was back to normal(i still don't understnd wht is normal) within 12 hrs without any hint of anger though i could sense your disappointment, rockstar (*sighs*)
I'm gonna work on my faults n i promise no one shall have any complaints!!!
(*few more tears interspersed with a single smile*)

Scribble...

This isnt a poem nor a story..there's no proper structuring just plain feelings direct on paper!!! :) :)

In the middle of the night,
more than two decades ago,
a child's cries shattered
the quietude of the surroundings..
it was a simple indication
of the many sleepless nights u were gonna endure..
Yet Never for a moment
did u leave the child alone,
to hold her close was like a dream come true,
she was the most precious part of you
Over the years you bestowed love n care,
your unspoken appreciation worked wonders,
every achievement made your heart swell with pride,
the satisfaction on your face said it all
you were forever eloquent with your praise,
your criticism was always welcome
your faith and belief weaved magic
all your encouraging words shall never get erased..

I owe u such a lot dear ma n pa..
that words seem to fail me...
yet i try expressing something
through this trivial verse in my way...
your unconditional love just makes me feel
more and more blessed every single day!!

Radhika
18.8.08

Thats all I could do...!!!

Forever inspiring, always listening
I wonder, if u cud hear my silence too
Blessed are those who get such friends
and grateful am I, to be having you!!

There were days when u did hurt me
and your bluntness was sharper than a knife
Then there were the times you stood by me
both in happiness & sorrow alike

Almost perfect, full of confidence
I believe, thats how everyone knows you
But there's this stubborn yet innocent kid
somewhere, visible only to a few

Nothing could be more pure
than the friendship that we share
Its a beautiful relationship
that has been nurtured with lots of care

Unforgettable are those petty fights
your ways of making me understand
Those unnecessary sorry's n thankyou's
that you constantly banned

I could go on and on
for this story's never gonna end
Yet I'll stop right here
coz I know the rest you'll comprehend!!!

Simply..... friends!!!

I stand, surrounded by a myriad of faces
Some familiar, mostly strange
Amongst them are those few…
Whom I proudly call my friends

All alone I might appear to be,
Yet their presence is constant.
For their thoughts brighten me up
Bringing on a smile every other instant

Certain circumstances do arise when,
Friends seem too difficult to please.
But then I believe if relationships are true,
They wont simply cease.

At times they leave me baffled
When they manage to read my mind
And then I keep wondering
Are my friends one of a kind???

I seriously try to search for answers
Alas! My questions lose relevance
As I think about the moments I shared
With those few…my dearest of friends!!!

Some sugar, salt and love.......

That day I saw you,
Arguing with your neighbor
Your anger did surprise me-
But I couldn’t help it

That day I saw you,
Lifting a stray pup off the pavement
Your compassion touched my heart-
And I couldn’t help it

Today I see you
All serene and mature.

That day I saw you,
Haggling with the vegetable vendor
Your demeanor left me astonished-
But I couldn’t help it

That day I saw you,
Buying those flowers across the street
Your fragrance spread all around-
And I couldn’t help it

Today I see you
Still fresh and youthful.

That day I saw you,
Walking down the road with your broken shoe
Your desperation all concealed-
But I couldn’t help it

That day I saw you,
Chatting away with your friend
Your smile so engrossing-
And I couldn’t help it

As I see you today,
Growing old with me
All I do is count - the blessings’
God’s been showering
On"You and Me"

The perfect stranger

Silhouetted against the full moon
A shadow brushed past me,
No words escaped my lips
And I wondered-
How long could this quiet be??

A patient listener.
A silent speaker.
A perfect stranger.

Night simply grew darker
Further away the shadow did seem,
My eyes began searching
And I thought-
What could an absence mean??

An inspiring friend.
A dedicated companion.
A perfect stranger.

Suddenly, the stars appeared brighter
The shadow stood close by,
A lone tear wetted my cheek
And I smiled-
The answer to my how & what & why….

He, with the kindest heart;
He, with the purest soul
He, “the perfect stranger”!!!

THERE'S NO TITLE..

The following lines have been written for AYESHA, my bestest friend.
we've shared sum great moments together during school time..
As she's just started her new life, i wish that all her desires are fulfilled and she stays happy forever!!!
this is for you Ayesha,

When we first talked
There was silence all around
It still surprises me
Are u the friend, I’d found?

When those times ended
There were no formal good byes
Why then those tears
Begged to leave my eyes?

When we had misunderstandings
I knew you’d go away
Still I wished… I just wished
You would stay

Whenever we get to meet
Everything seems to go wrong
Then why do the birds chirp?
And the trees sing along?

You are my sweetest friend
And all the above then makes sense
For whenever you are there
My world is devoid of all pretence

You allow me to be myself
I discover the real ‘ME’
Who’s nice and sweet and innocent
And at times silly and crazy

Thanks for sharing my friendship
Thanks for all your rudeness too
Try not to forget me
For I’ll never forget you!!!

BETTER LEFT UNSAID…

Evading those sharks
I battled a gigantic wave
I still can’t fathom
What I was trying to save

Through the unending desert
And the ever-hot sand
I was trying my best
To catch hold of your hand

Amidst the dark forest
I fought the thorny growth
To find that someone
Who was a part of my oath

Now I was freezing
Thanks to those flakes called snow
Why was I doing this?
Even I didn’t know

The winding road
And the narrow lane
Those whispering voices
Made me realize, I was insane!!

I traveled the whole planet
Just to find you
Not for my dear self
But for the one who admired you for true!

My feelings were fake
And they actually were
Why then did I need you?
The answer’s not here

Seeing you smile
I’m all satisfied
From that day onwards
It was my heart alone that cried…

LOVE IS….

Love is to, let her talk
Love is to, also hear him out

Love is to, feel the sorrow in her eyes
Love is to, ask him to let go his emotions at times

Love is to, see her just smile
Love is to, note the twinkle in his eyes

Love is to, cook him a dish he likes
Love is to, eat out of her hand once in a while

Love is to, let him watch his favorite team play
Love is to, not mention about the game the next day

Love is to, watch a romantic movie together
Love is to, lend your ‘kerchief when she cant hold back a tear

Love is to, not consider her as any other friend
Love is to, fake a smile, when he says, “she’s just a friend”

Love is to, laugh at his silliest joke
Love is to, feel jealous if she speaks of some other bloke

Love is to, appreciate her new hairstyle
Love is to, let him buy a tee of his choice

Love is to, sincerely respect her strengths
Love is to, allow him to handle his weaknesses



Love isn’t just about hugs-n-kisses but it’s about comfort and each other’s presence…
To be just there for him/her doesn’t mean to be somewhere near...
LOVE is an inspiration that helps in achieving the impossible!!

FOREVER..only you

All my words were lost
It seems my lips got sealed
I lay there looking at u
And my painful wounds just healed

Those days of long ago
Flashed thru my old eyes
I believe “the body can die
But the soul never dies”

Decades have passed ever
Since I first met you
That emotion was so different
That feeling so new

‘Twas the four-letter word
Falling in which everyone dread
Keep away from it
Was what they always said

Your voice
The perfect melody
Your sheer presence
Ah! Eternity

How could I stay…?
Stay away from you
Alas! My feelings
The whole world knew

The ruthless world, as it is
Tore us apart
Though the body was killed
But the soul couldn’t depart

I waited for centuries
To me it now seems
You were there alongside me
Always present in my dreams

As I see you today
Fate betrays me again
No tears wet my eyes
But it does begin to rain

Taking my last breath
I leave you forever
But my memories shall remain
And you’ll be alone never!!

RIPE..sums it all

I was just three
When I saw it for the first time
I marveled at its size
As it conversed with the sunshine

It had other companions
Yet it stood alone
Every other thing grew beside it
Not daring to capture its throne

Attracted was I
To this green wonder
And couldn’t help falling in love
Seeing it bloom with its entire splendor

Sheltering me from terrible heat
Were its spreading branches & innumerable leaves
Hugging it tightly made me realize
The magic that a trunk could weave

Its affection seemed unending
When I watered it with tears
Its happiness knew no bounds
When I did overcome all my fears

Years have come and gone
Leaves withered and turned dry
But the fruits, shall keep ripening
Never to say goodbye

As I move ahead in life
My heart is full of glee
Remembering all the moments
Spent with that magnificent ‘mango tree’