The twelve hours!!!

'Goodbye'...this single word shall ring in my ears forever.
what followed this single word were plenty of tears, endless calling on a no. that continued to stay switched off and a sleepless night!!!

i guess i love learning my lessons the hard way...i don't know why i behave as if i'm the biggest duffer on this planet??(which i actually am, no proof needed.period)

Well, this single word did teach me a lot and thanx to it i hope i'll improve and not change[using your point, buddy] (*winks*)

everything was back to normal(i still don't understnd wht is normal) within 12 hrs without any hint of anger though i could sense your disappointment, rockstar (*sighs*)
I'm gonna work on my faults n i promise no one shall have any complaints!!!
(*few more tears interspersed with a single smile*)

Two big zeroes after no. thirteen :) ;) :P

Well, this is one more of my "thank you a lot" posts!! :)
I'd like to mention here few of my friends who've encouraged me immensely over the past 6 months or so...!! :)
Richa - who handled evrything in college perfectly in my absence..took over a huge load off my shoulders..HATS OFF TO U SWEETIE!!

Snehal - my partner in crime(not literally ha..)got to know u better over these days, hope we'll head off together..'TWAS FUN BEING WITH U!!

Devesh - I bugged u all the time with my silly doubts n u solved them effortlessly, taking out time from ur busy schedule, not even once did u say no to me..YOU ARE GREAT, ROCKSTAR!!

Ravi - one person who reminded me to work hard each day n made me realise that I cud do really well..YOUR WORDS HELPED A LOT BUDDY!!

Nitesh - you taught me to stay cool n calm...THAT HELPED ON THE FINAL DAY!!

Parag - those links u'd sent were damn good..THANX A TON, DOC!!

Shreya(she always said i cud manage sumthing decent enuf), Amey(shall remember those maths sums), Pranay(helped me with the basic concepts)..it seems endless :P

Actually each of my friends - who tolerated my refusals to go out for parties, movies, picnics etc etc..
I did my job but without your interference..oops..i mean support it wouldn't have been possible...LOVE U ALL!! :);):p

Great expectations!!

Firstly this has got nothing to do with a Charles Dickens novel of the same name.
Secondly I don't know whether anything's great about expectations.
And finally i never wanted to write about this expectation thing,it just came out!!

Whats with an expectation?? I ask myself time and again, but there are no answers that satisfy me..

Like any other human being i have plenty of expectations from everybody around me. and yeah, people do expect a lot from me too..but its inevitable that expectations don't get fulfilled and when that occurs its really hurts...very badly!!
at times i feel there's no use expecting from people..lead your own life and let others'lead theirs...fullstop.
Attachment, emotions, staying in touch with each other..seems so obsolete naa..after all who cares..

"there's so much happening in my life..who am i to bother about others"...
"you'd never understand what i'm facing right now..its not as simple as u think it is"
"i forgot your birthday..c'mon thats not the only thing i've got to remember"...blah, blah, blah

These are some of the things i've gotten used to now...well..can't say whether i'm sad, disappointed or plain angry to be penning it all...maybe its a mixture of everything!!
I never imagined life would take such a twist once i grow up..
just yesterday it seems all was so well..
Maybe i'd been expecting more than the others could handle..
i guess i should reconsider my expectations now..its high time..
enough of being made to look like a fool..

"well done...so where's the party?"
"you were sick..kya yaar bataya bhi nahi tune?"
"you people are special..how'd u even think that i'd forget you.."etc etc etc

Whats with these expectations??..i'll never understand..