This isnt insomnia??

Lately i've been losing a lot of sleep over my studies(ha..ha).
The mind seems to enjoy working overtime these days(i somehow dont find the work it does acceptable)i wouldnt mind if my mind did something creative but cramming up wordlists and doing math problems isnt actually my cup of tea/coffee..whatever!
sadly i dont have many options(..read any??)

the actual problem is tht i havnt been able to stick to one thing(very fickle)..as i pick up my PSM book, i think of chest physio...but as soon as i complete a part of the breathing exercises...i hear my barron's calling me(damn)...
this is just the tip of the iceberg.
i've never ever shirked my responsiblities and have been equally aware of my duties.
being the class representative for the past two years i have been too obedient, too polite, too respectful. but c'mon everyone needs a break.
these days i've been caring less about those around me, losing my patience, my sanity and last but not the least my precious sleep!!
i even gave up writing poetry..no feelings, no emotions, no words!!

well, the thought process doesnt stop..so i've all the solutions at hand..
will be quitting the post i held for 2 years[..i must mention tht long time ago i did enjoy it..cant deny its perks :)]now's the time to hand over the ship to sumbody else and be one of the crew.happy sailing:)

i'll try concentrating on my course books as the dreadful exams are looming large. come sept. the faculty would be ready to pounce on us poor souls.

and finally abt handling the main exam..i believe i can manage that too.
hopefully with less burden on my shoulders all my tensions will come to an end,
i'd stop worrying unnecessarily and life wud be better again[life already seems a bit better..i penned down a poem recently:):)]
umm..so everything's sorted out..good.

one last question...will all the above let me take a good night sleep or will i continue suffering from what u call insomnia???

p.s - insomnia: a condition of being unable to sleep.
i guess i desperately need a few soporific lectures..(sighs)

NO STRINGS ATTACHED

Darkness falls
As the time comes near,
His fate’s gonna be
Sealed forever…

Asked to keep his
Dreams aside,
He has to give up
He has to abide.

There may be a name
And some fame too,
But strumming a guitar
Ain’t the thing to do.

Music is his passion
Its just that plain,
Aren’t they able to see
His pain.

As darkness falls, the
Moon shines bright,
The stars twinkle
And enlighten the night.

The decision’s being taken
As he holds his breath,
Its as if he’s struggling
Between life and death.

If music it is
Then let that be,
Hold the guitar and
Let the world see.

With tears in those eyes
He picks the guitar & tunes his strings,
Ready to fly with
His newly acquired wings.

As his music drifts
Through the air,
A heavenly voice
Is heard out there.

If you have it in you
If it’s in your soul,
No one can ever stop you
From achieving your goal.

LOST…AND FOUND

Walking through the woods
I was searching for light
The forest was dark
There was no one in sight

A blinding mist
Soon engulfed me
My eyes were still open
But nothing could I see

Through those dense bushes
I kept on moving
Never to realize
Where I was heading

It took some time
But I soon came to know
Round and round the forest
I did go

Tears now left my eyes
I now pleaded to him
“Show me the way my lord,
That leads away from sin”

As these words came out
The mist cleared showing the light
My destination was
Now finally in sight

The blinding mist never did exist
I myself had closed my eyes
And went on the often treaded path
Not withstanding that it was full of deceit and lies

At last I realized this-
“Life’s darkness doesn’t last really long
If there’s purity in your soul
And your lips chant the prayer song”

SWEET REMINISCENCES

As I walk down my memory lane
I remember those days
When I was a child
So different were my ways

There were no worries at all
My life was a carefree one
I never thought of the consequences
What was done was done

There was nothing to ponder upon
Nothing at all to think about
Those were the days of fun
True- there’s absolutely no doubt

Those times I can’t ever forget
When each moment was spent
Thinking of doing those things
Of which I always dreamt

The cheerful sounds around me
Can still be distinctly heard
Alas! A picture of it if painted
Would turn out to be blurred

For years have come and gone
Changes occurred in the picture’s characters
Also there has been a transformation
In people’s character

Today what’s there is there
Time is so difficult to beat
But yes, the memories of yesteryear
Will forever be sweet

My remembrances are sweet
And sweet they shall remain
In the future too…when I decide
To walk down my memory lane, again!

MOVE ON......

Two simple words…
It’s easier said than done. Isn’t it??

Failure, an unexpected loss, the sorrow of not being able to live up to one’s own expectations, the pain of unfulfilled dreams…the list is endless!!
There are times when there seems no hope, one feels let down by life, but then the world doesn’t come to an end. Does it?
No, never…why would it??
Actually why should it??
Think about it, ponder and soon you’ll realize that these two ordinary words
“Move on…” do help.I tried saying these to myself and thus moved on in life…………