Great expectations!!

Firstly this has got nothing to do with a Charles Dickens novel of the same name.
Secondly I don't know whether anything's great about expectations.
And finally i never wanted to write about this expectation thing,it just came out!!

Whats with an expectation?? I ask myself time and again, but there are no answers that satisfy me..

Like any other human being i have plenty of expectations from everybody around me. and yeah, people do expect a lot from me too..but its inevitable that expectations don't get fulfilled and when that occurs its really hurts...very badly!!
at times i feel there's no use expecting from people..lead your own life and let others'lead theirs...fullstop.
Attachment, emotions, staying in touch with each other..seems so obsolete naa..after all who cares..

"there's so much happening in my life..who am i to bother about others"...
"you'd never understand what i'm facing right now..its not as simple as u think it is"
"i forgot your birthday..c'mon thats not the only thing i've got to remember"...blah, blah, blah

These are some of the things i've gotten used to now...well..can't say whether i'm sad, disappointed or plain angry to be penning it all...maybe its a mixture of everything!!
I never imagined life would take such a twist once i grow up..
just yesterday it seems all was so well..
Maybe i'd been expecting more than the others could handle..
i guess i should reconsider my expectations now..its high time..
enough of being made to look like a fool..

"well done...so where's the party?"
"you were sick..kya yaar bataya bhi nahi tune?"
"you people are special..how'd u even think that i'd forget you.."etc etc etc

Whats with these expectations??..i'll never understand..