Giving up.... :) :(

I know life's gonna be tasteless
with you not being around
For you've forever been so tempting
and your sweetness knew no bounds

During the dark n dull moments
when nothing seemed to be good
Thinking of you alone
would always lift up my mood

Life does demand, giving up
things that one truly adores
So when you'll finally leave
I'd want you all the more

"I'll miss you", is an understatement
for something that brought on my smile
Its gonna be hard to stay away
even if its just for a while!!

This is one of the toughest decisions I've taken..!!
a few sacrifices do benefit us...I sincerely hope this one works the best for me.... :)

The last night call...

I was half asleep,felt some vibrations near my pillow,within few secs i realized it was my cell phone ringing...displaying Radhika..the call was unexpected,as it was too late for her to sleep..i recieved the call......"hello"! instead of an ans i heard a cry!!that was really unexpected....something started running in my head....thought "it is the same cheapo who has disturbed her terribly", coming out of my thoughts i requested her to calm down....and she did..it was her turn to speak out..u cant even guess wt was the reason!!he was not that cheapo,her few classmates (damn!they made her cry)!just becoz she scored good in her GRE..She went through all those taunts and cheap comments..which made her feel isolated ...she felt as if she was standing in a solitude...now tell me, should it be a reason for someone to cry??why some people who not even hold a place in our lives, influence it so much..now she is fine...all of herself...happy cherishing..all of them dosen't bother her any more..i just wanna say........never let others to affect ur life..this bothers ur near ones..be happy ...because someone wants to see u happy!!

In search of ME...........

Inspite of being surrounded by all my friends, spending lots of time with them, talking with them for hours together...i feel something's missing...its been more than a month nw...there's something..don't know wht...that's making me sad, very sad...I'm smiling, cracking jokes, having a wonderful time but deep inside me there's a certain void...a vacuum...each smile seems pretentious...I fail to understand whats gone wrong...exteriorly everything is so very perfect...but underneath it all...i don't know...I really don't know..I've never been so vague about myself...but this time its like i've no idea...I need to get myself back...the real me seems lost...totally, completely lost!! :( :(

On special demand...

This is for u, Richa...tried to express ur feelings... :)
it might not be perfect but then i'd promised you na!!
so here goes...


The night wasn't dark
for the stars twinkled bright
The heavens showered their love
as u walked into my life

Its no longer a solitary me
"We" it is all the while
With you by my side,I believe
I can always walk that extra mile

Even as I think abt ur anger
and those times I'd felt bad
My mind tends to lead me away
far away from all that was sad

The days when you won't be here
are something i wouldn't like to measure
Its just our lovely memories
that I now wish to treasure

Each moment's been full of love
every day filled with comfort n care
Whatever I do, whichever way I go
I know you'll be there...each and everywhere!!!